there is no fear in love...perfect love drives out all fear..
- 1John 4:18

sometimes its easier to say everything in simple words
but how i am feeling just seems so complicated.
its like a mixture of emotions just thrown into a blender and mixed around
and everything is just churnning and spinning that it is going too fast for you to catch it
a spoonful of dissatisfaction, a sprinkle of annoyance, a dash of impatience, a scoop of fear, a handful of sorrow, a trickle of jealousy
i want to scream, shout yell out at the whole world
but my voice is the silence that eats into me
and the sounds that are blarring through my brain